Laid in bed last night remembering everything that happened. Wanted to clarify a few things. Although S "left me", he thought we would go to the church counseling, move in together, and he together. I was the one who said no. I was also not perfect -- I would refuse to have sex with him and tell him it was because he smelled down there.
The examples I have posted on here are just a small fraction. He was cruel at best -- he would spend hours reiterating what the church said and saying since the church told me, it must be true. He would put down my family, friends, etc. He only put his hands on me once, but that once was enough. He grabbed my arms and left a bruise. I don't know what his intentions were, but I was never alone with him after that. My sister and I were going on a trip to Disney when he said he needed a break or whatever it was he said that I took to mean we were over. He claims that's not how he intended it. So, I guess in that regard he didn't end things. At the end of the day I guess who ended it doesn't matter -- it only matters that it was over.
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